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Memory #7 (and #7.5)
Apr. 13th, 2011 11:33 am☑ Practical repercussions of Sanzo having left with Hazel. “We're virtually penniless.”
Source: Saiyuki Reload v07: "Even a Worm 21," pages 9-15 and "Even a Worm 22," pages 1-3.
Highlights:
- Gojyo, Goku and himself are really useless members of society
- They all seem to depend on Sanzo economically
- Apparently, he's always the driver (and that car isn't Sanzo's)
- Financially conscious...
Cost/benefit is now a real value for Hakkai. Dealing with people as they are regardless of his thoughts on the matter and without acting on his judgement too hard IS THIS TRUE RESPECT? And so many other things.
( Bonus Gojyo memory~ )
Source: Saiyuki Reload v07: "Even a Worm 21," pages 9-15 and "Even a Worm 22," pages 1-3.
Highlights:
- Gojyo, Goku and himself are really useless members of society
- They all seem to depend on Sanzo economically
- Apparently, he's always the driver (and that car isn't Sanzo's)
- Financially conscious...
Cost/benefit is now a real value for Hakkai. Dealing with people as they are regardless of his thoughts on the matter and without acting on his judgement too hard IS THIS TRUE RESPECT? And so many other things.
( Bonus Gojyo memory~ )
Memories #5 & #6
Mar. 25th, 2011 03:30 pmMemory 5:
☑ Scolding Goku. "Sometimes we need to think before we run with our emotions."
Source: Saiyuki v7ch39: "Critical day," pages 16-18.
( Moar )
Memory 6:
☑ The Ikkou caught a cold. “Ahahahahahahahahahahaha.”
Source: Saiyuki Reload: "Cold."
( Moar )
( And even moar thoughts on stuff )
☑ Scolding Goku. "Sometimes we need to think before we run with our emotions."
Source: Saiyuki v7ch39: "Critical day," pages 16-18.
( Moar )
Memory 6:
☑ The Ikkou caught a cold. “Ahahahahahahahahahahaha.”
Source: Saiyuki Reload: "Cold."
( Moar )
( And even moar thoughts on stuff )
O-Oh I lost my writeup for this memory haha. I'M CLEARLY IN DENIAL
☑ Killing the townspeople. "I'm sorry, Kanan. The hand that you said you liked is drenched in blood."
Source: Saiyuki v4ch19: "Misty," pages 2-3 and 5-6.
Highlights:
- He was a teacher (possibly for small children?)
- He lived with Kanan. She liked his hands
- She was an orphan too
- Kanan was sacrificed for the sake of other people
- He killed *everyone* who was there. Also, how he did it
- What it's like for him to get really angry
( Blah blah! )
☑ Killing the townspeople. "I'm sorry, Kanan. The hand that you said you liked is drenched in blood."
Source: Saiyuki v4ch19: "Misty," pages 2-3 and 5-6.
Highlights:
- He was a teacher (possibly for small children?)
- He lived with Kanan. She liked his hands
- She was an orphan too
- Kanan was sacrificed for the sake of other people
- He killed *everyone* who was there. Also, how he did it
- What it's like for him to get really angry
( Blah blah! )
☑ Teaching Goku with food. "We eat them with everyone."
Source: Saiyuki Reload: "Burial," pages 7-10 and page 25-27.
Highlights:
- Teaching primer! "They usually learn faster if it's something they have an interest in."
- Being called Hakkai, Goku's name, Gojyo's name
- Sanzo is his supervisor, feeling indebted to him
- ... Charging Sanzo for unrelated damages
- Gojyo got hurt, sounds like there was a fight?
- "We're mutually tainted objects," taking it naturally
- Finding symbolic meaning in what Goku said
This was a good memory for him- he feels lighter after this. He's assuming this took place not too long after being judged for his sins because of his conversation with Sanzo.
And! Bonus thoughts on what I've been doing with him in Aather. This was written before he got this memory, though.
( Balance... )
Also, LATEST ON THE BANDWAGON! Question meme goes here if there's anything you'd like to ask.
Source: Saiyuki Reload: "Burial," pages 7-10 and page 25-27.
Highlights:
- Teaching primer! "They usually learn faster if it's something they have an interest in."
- Being called Hakkai, Goku's name, Gojyo's name
- Sanzo is his supervisor, feeling indebted to him
- ... Charging Sanzo for unrelated damages
- Gojyo got hurt, sounds like there was a fight?
- "We're mutually tainted objects," taking it naturally
- Finding symbolic meaning in what Goku said
This was a good memory for him- he feels lighter after this. He's assuming this took place not too long after being judged for his sins because of his conversation with Sanzo.
And! Bonus thoughts on what I've been doing with him in Aather. This was written before he got this memory, though.
( Balance... )
Also, LATEST ON THE BANDWAGON! Question meme goes here if there's anything you'd like to ask.
☑ Pulling out his own eye for atonement. "Nothing changes if you die, but if you live, some things may change."
Source: Saiyuki v5ch26: "Be there," pages 9-26.
What he remembers: ... Everything in those pages.
Highlights:
- Sanzo, Goku and Gojyo.
- Sanzo is a monk. Sanzo's name: Genjo Sanzo.
- His loved one was sacrificed for the sake of other people
- He killed (many? all of?) said people for revenge
- He tore out his own eye to be "equal" with someone whose family was killed by him. This person had his brother's eyes in a jar.
- The resolution to carry on bearing the weight of his actions, choosing to atone by living on
- He was judged for his sins. His own name: Cho Gonou.
( Etcetera! )
And I didn't get to reply to the relationships meme in time for the party, but let me know over here if you'd like me to tell you his thoughts on your character or whatever /o/
Source: Saiyuki v5ch26: "Be there," pages 9-26.
What he remembers: ... Everything in those pages.
Highlights:
- Sanzo, Goku and Gojyo.
- Sanzo is a monk. Sanzo's name: Genjo Sanzo.
- His loved one was sacrificed for the sake of other people
- He killed (many? all of?) said people for revenge
- He tore out his own eye to be "equal" with someone whose family was killed by him. This person had his brother's eyes in a jar.
- The resolution to carry on bearing the weight of his actions, choosing to atone by living on
- He was judged for his sins. His own name: Cho Gonou.
( Etcetera! )
And I didn't get to reply to the relationships meme in time for the party, but let me know over here if you'd like me to tell you his thoughts on your character or whatever /o/
Memory #1!
Jan. 26th, 2011 09:59 pm(I really need to ESSAY and put my thoughts in order. They make sense but they're too elaborate. I need 48-hour days.)
☑ Apologizing on behalf of the others. "You don't have to worry about it ♥."
There are still many more sources to be added but: Saiyuki v6ch23: "Always," pages 23-24; Saiyuki v6ch35: "Opposite," pages 5-6; Saiyuki Reload Blast v1ch1: "Squall," pages 20, 8.
What he remembers: Apologizing. Repeatedly. To strangers working at inns, bars, etc. Because of the mess/noise/ruckus/destruction his companions were making. He doesn't remember said companions, but he remembers having to apologize on their behalf.
What he thinks about it: He wonders why he traveled?/hung out with such troublesome people. They were pretty inconsiderate, after all... But he also remembers not minding it very much, and actual affection for them, and not feeling very sorry regardless of his apologies.
It's complicated and he's still in the dark about a lot of things, so he's mostly focusing on "politeness is important" and the effect of smiling on people for the time being.
☑ Apologizing on behalf of the others. "You don't have to worry about it ♥."
There are still many more sources to be added but: Saiyuki v6ch23: "Always," pages 23-24; Saiyuki v6ch35: "Opposite," pages 5-6; Saiyuki Reload Blast v1ch1: "Squall," pages 20, 8.
What he remembers: Apologizing. Repeatedly. To strangers working at inns, bars, etc. Because of the mess/noise/ruckus/destruction his companions were making. He doesn't remember said companions, but he remembers having to apologize on their behalf.
What he thinks about it: He wonders why he traveled?/hung out with such troublesome people. They were pretty inconsiderate, after all... But he also remembers not minding it very much, and actual affection for them, and not feeling very sorry regardless of his apologies.
It's complicated and he's still in the dark about a lot of things, so he's mostly focusing on "politeness is important" and the effect of smiling on people for the time being.
Trivial Negative: In the orphanage, having conversation with a nun. "Even if God exists, God's incompetent." [Saiyuki v7ch42, "10 years ago"].
He doesn't remember his own name, but he remembers the orphanage, studying, wearing glasses, the nun, other children's attitude towards himself, the scholarship, having a long-lost sister...
He doesn't remember his own name, but he remembers the orphanage, studying, wearing glasses, the nun, other children's attitude towards himself, the scholarship, having a long-lost sister...
